Down and Weak

I hadn't been answering every message, I'm sorry, I just don't feel well. Im facing difficult moments between depression, lay offs and other stuff. I don't know what will happen but sometimes the bottom I hit is really deep and hard and my strength is weakening quickly.

This world is so draining, senseless and pointless, I need to find my spark before it gets dark forever. I have great resources, ppl that loves me, professionals behind me and I am more aware of my situation than before but sometimes that just doesn't matter anymore, it's just not making sense anymore.

Love to all <3

Samantha